Mark Derricutt's Disturbing Thoughts
Drowing in the Flood of Emotional Sewerage
posted Friday, 10 October 2003
Just tidying up the flat for moving and came accross the following scribbed down on a piece of paper, not sure how old it is, but here it is...
Screaming mercy on the wind
I shout obscenities to the sky
Why have I come to such a place
I trusted you, and so now I cry...
Belief that was destined to cause failure
I thought myself wiser than you
Taking for granted the plan laid before me
I turned my back on you
I followed my heart and my desire
I fell deep in the trap that would ensnare me
The device that would create in me a slave
Emotion has become a burden
Should I dare to love again?
And if I do - should I care as much as I do (for you) right now?
comments (1)
1. butterfly left...
Wednesday, 11 October 2006 12:01 pm
i can relate to being ensnared. thinking you know what is best for you and
going after it only to find pain. i think about emotions and how we can be
driven by them instead of the truth...hmmm i'm thinking about how i'm
trusting god with a new relationship....hoping that my beliefs don't cause
failure and that i don't take things for granted or just assume things
based on my own desires....hmmmm