I just got older...
Wow, I'm a whole year and 4 months almost to the day older than you!
I've been in the space you're in for some time now. I was Stuck in a Moment That You Can't Get Out Of... luckily I managed to get myself out of it, and I've now moved on to "Sometimes it a Bitch" (Stevie Nicks) which is a far better mental state... sometimes its bad, but sometimes it's good too. :)
Being the age I am, and having just ended a 6 1/2 year
relationship, I'm doing the whole.. where am I going with this? thing.
And, I don't know. But then, do I really have to know? What's wrong with
taking life as it comes? Makes it more exciting if you ask me ;) You
know I lost my faith in God, instead I live by Mary Schmich's advice.. part
of which is:
"Don't feel guilty if you don't know what you want to
do with your life. The most interesting people I know didn't know at 22
what they wanted to do with their lives. Some of the most interesting
40-year- olds I know still don't.... Maybe you'll marry, maybe you won't.
Maybe you'll have children, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll divorce at 40,
maybe you'll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary.
Whatever you do, don't congratulate yourself too much, or berate yourself
either. Your choices are half chance. So are everybody's else's."
Ergh, I'm sorry, my comments tend to wander into massive essays...I'm still learning blog etiquette... my bad..
..but, you could have called me, I would have done coffee. :D
Felyne [felyne@eminem.com]
Oh and I forgot, I also wanted to say:
"I've been there for friends when
they've needed someone to talk to, or someone to bitch at, or someone to
just get them the hell out of whatever funk there in. "
My blog wouldn't be around today if you didn't inspire me to: a) 'get a real blog' to begin with and b) been there when I've had those dark desperate blog hours (and of course the "check out my cool new logo and tell me what you think" ones too)
Being this sort of friend, one people can truely lean on, most of the time goes without shown thanks, but inside, it's meant the absolute world to the leaners, and helped them more than you could have any other way. :D
Felyne [felyne@eminem.com]
Hey girl :) Hah! You're older than me :) hur hur hur. That made my day
definitely :)
As for space... I'm somewhere between "Sea of Tranquility" ( Galactic Cowboys ) and "Send me a Sign" ( Gamma Ray ) at the moment:
Send me a sign -Full lyrics here.
For too long you kept me waiting
Send me a sign - From the eternal skies
Send me a sign
Send me a sign
He disappeard
In the early haze of morning
And with him left his prophecies